Man oh man have I been a busy bee. With school, running, and life I have not had nearly enough time for my blog. I have not been posting anything but recipes. I feel bad! Therefor, I need to change this and I want to change this. So onto my first confession….
Confession 1: I wish I blogged more and had more time. I really hope that I can figure something out so that I can. There are so many amazing blogs out there that inspire me.
Confession 2: I have a post that I have been working on that is an update on my ED. But, I just haven’t shared it yet.
Confession 3: Even though it appears to people that I am doing great in recovery and happy, sadly this is not the case. Yes I am doing way better than before. But, there are days when I think that I will next get out of this mess in my head.
Confession 4: This year just doesn’t feel like Christmas to me. At least not yet. This makes me very sad because it is my favorite holiday. I am just not getting the joyous feeling I usually get.
Confession 5: I am in a negative funk. I tell myself that I can only truly make myself happy. Which I greatly believe. I need to change my mindset and be more positive.
Confession 6: I LOVE the snow ,but it is really making my training hard to do! I have been having to use the treadmill a lot for my traning and I am so over it!
Confession 7: I have been craving soup, but I have not let myself have it lately.
Confession 8: I am pretty sure I am lactose intolerant and maybe even gluten intolerant. I need to start figuring this out and changing my diet.
Confession 9: I haven’t seen the new Hunger Games movie yet! I loved the books so I need to ASAP!
Confession 10: It has not really hit me yet that its almost 2014. I really want to make goals for myself in regards to my running, recovery, happiness, school, friends, and family.
I hope that you all forgive me for my lack of personal posts. I am working on writing more. I hope you all are having a great holiday season!